Blogs Are A Trigger For Me
I have probably started over 50 blogs in my lifetime. I know that is an obscene amount but it’s just a numerical representation of my attempt to reach out, but also my inability to follow through with basically anything. Despite the high number of blogs, the number of active blogs I have created is pretty low. That number is zero. One would think that I would have pretty complete portfolio with examples of my work, but instead, I have a graveyard of blogs and nearly nothing to show for the hours I poured into them. Blogs are a trigger for me and have been since I was about 12 and discovered the internet (which is mind blowing for a knowledge hoarding Autistic). While my intentions were always the best, it always began and ended the same way; in a wave. The pattern is always the same and has been all my life. It usually goes as such: 1. Get a million dollar idea. 2. Obsessivelythinkaboutitandpacewhiletalkingaboutitnonstopwithouttakingabreath. 3. Start on million dollar idea a...